A relationship is a funny thing.. in some ways it defines
the very meaning of being you and in some it changes so many things that there
is essentially a new you. Whether you like the new persona that you now are is
a question you strive you answer.. sometimes the changes is like wave .. it
just happens naturally and sometimes it is like a bend around the road, which
you have to take…
A mom, a wife, a daughter, a sister, a friend….all very
important relationships and all influencing the very core of being you… . An
introspection at those rare silent moments makes you startle at this person you
have become along the way.. so many things new which were not there earlier..
some good and some bad…
The bad are the ones which make you wonder how you got there
and what made you make those decisions… some regrets ? yes, perhaps, but you
move on.. you shrug away those .. decide to make a change (whether you do or
not is another question) and force your thoughts away from this haunting
new/disturbing piece of you…
And it is then, you think to yourself.. “perhaps, just
perhaps, there are still pieces of me, which are truly me.. good pieces of me..
totally undiluted, un-influence able, and still fillled with hope/lust/love ”
